That “Someone”……

There are times in everyone’s life when we feel the urgency of someone. Someone so important to us, who would come and hug whispering the simplest yet ambrosial words- Hey don’t worry and smile, am there for you!
Even I have felt for the times I lack confidence, for the times I shiver and try to pull up, for the times I really feel perplexed and neurotic at situations……
Actually this started when I had just a Rs.10 note in hand and a long way to drive, struggling from alley to highways in thirst of making my life worth. I needed someone on whom I can rest upon.
Then God gifted me with a wonderful MNC to work with, I always knew am not made for a life to cry and go on. Time changed, and I became the backbone of my family, a family of 4 ladies who have always thrived for a backbone. Dad, I needed you. That “someone” was you at all those moments.
I realize that I am someone for many, but have no one for me. Mumma and sisters do bestow in debt love, but I needed the shoulders I can rest my head upon and close my eyes.
I sooner became a person who attends meetings with global officials, who wears formals and is a condign member of a multinational company, who pays rent, who has bought a new fridge on my own stance, who is planning for new establishments for making a living, who has made lease agreements with all sorts of judicial drudgery, who has registered for gas connection in my own name, who has various debit and credit cards with bank account escalating on every 25th of each month, who is responsible enough to keep things at its own place at home, clean up the home, prepare cuisines, shopping for siblings and mumma, planning for elder sister’s marriage, etc etc…. And then when the dusk is at my doorstep, I look at the Stygian sky with scintillating stars that blues my eyes in search of that someone I really crave for…….
I really miss that someone in my life who is actually staunch…… Wish God would send an Angel…

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7 comments

  1. PARUL · April 25, 2014

    Awwsm as olwys darlng…. 🙂

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  2. Naman Srivastava · April 25, 2014

    God is paying attention to each of your prayer. He will soon be here right beside you. 🙂

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  3. Tanay Chaudhari · April 25, 2014

    Quite vivid and touching. I wish luck to the writer, and wish that writing also does help her in venting out the excess stressful thoughts.
    Please keep writing and all the best.

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  4. amy · May 5, 2014

    God is guiding u like a guiding stars.
    u r gonna meet your angel 1…day. be as happy alwyz…!!

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